it really sucks how underprepared I feel for school because my mum wasn’t home so I wasn’t able to get everything. my stepdad is busy working. ugh
I kind of miss talking to you, but at the same time I don’t.
I know you’re busy with finals but I wanna talk :(
I’ll be up at school soon though.
I’ve been telling myself that I shouldn’t fall too hard, but why do we never listen to ourselves
I want to talk to you but you’re probably busy with classes since it’s the last week of the session and you have more to study for.
But I can’t help it.
I want to talk to you.
are these signs that I like you…
out of sight out of mind
but you’re always in sight
absence makes the heart grow fonder
we barely hung out, this shouldn’t apply
Like all children, adopted or not, I have had to live out some of her unlived life. We do that for our parents - we don’t really have any choice.
Chapter 1: The Wrong Crib, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?
there are so many factors to blame as to why my college career turned out this way, but it’s not anything I can really do something specific about. I just need to keep chugging along really
I feel like I’m losing interest in things right now, hopefully it’s just a passing emotion.
"This class is hard."
"The workload is overwhelming."
"I can’t do anything because I’m constantly forced to do homework."
"I haven’t seen my friends because I’m doing homework all the time."
"Good, set your priorities straight."
That’s not the point…
"I want to go back to school on Saturday."
"No, that doesn’t work for me."
If I have to tell you one more time I’m gonna kill you.
why do the friends who I was close to or are close to think when I say “I’m sorry” I don’t actually mean it. sure sometimes it’s mostly just a whatever but there is at least a 1% sorry-feeling in it.