I definitely was relieved that we could still be friends. But I’m feeling it now, that sadness. It’s okay/alright/fine. I can deal with it. It’ll just take some time getting used to. It doesn’t help that I always talk to you and now, knowing that I’m on the other side of the country with a 3 hour time difference, I have time to think about things with no one to text.
Maybe it’s these feelings of this weekend in general. Giant snow blizzard back at home that I didn’t get to experience because I flew out just in time to miss it. Maybe it’s also cause I took a couple of shots. My family tho lol. I don’t want to think about it. I should.
Right now it’s like being lonely at a good party; my cousin is currently DJing (he’s really good) and I’m just the lonely one sitting there on their phone. I’m not though. While I could definitely get used to this Cali life, I definitely miss my friends back at home. My friends are my family at school, who else could they be? It’s one weekend, I haven’t seen them for 2 days but I already miss them.
What a strange feeling.
It hasn’t been any time yet I feel this yearning to see them again. When did I start to get soft? Why did I…
Maybe it’s just part of life. I don’t know. What is this nonsense though.